What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

What should I expect after a BBL surgery?

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I think

How do you cope when your mother doesn't love you?

I hate it

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

Why do you think Islam oppresses women when Christianity clearly does it more?

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

Why is Hinduism not polytheistic?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

Why do people stay in cults after they have joined?

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

Why do heterosexual men like anal sex with women? I think it's because they secretly want to have anal sex with a man? What do you think?

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

How can I fall asleep fast at night?

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

What is unattractive about a nice guy? Why do some women don’t choose nice guys?

Just wanted to put it out there

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

Why am I always so tired, no matter how much I sleep?

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

Isn't it unfortunate for the Democrats that we Republicans are the masters of the universe who control everything while the Democrats control nothing?

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

What is price of the "liberal celebrities" e.g. Bill Maher, Seth Meyers, Jon Stewart, Trevor Noah, Jimmy Kimmel, Desi Lydic etc. to join the great MAGA movement like Stephen Colbert who wanted to European ambassadorship to turn back on "the Left"?

About all my friends

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

My body my voice, especially my voice

What topics are okay with you in comics and what topics should be totally off the table?

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

Likes we’re not siblings

They’re both small dogs

Can you name an example of bad parenting?

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

I want to be a boy

I want to but I can’t

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

and I’m such a picky eater

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

And she ate half of the popcorn

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I can’t anymore I just hate it

Idk tbh

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

I hate myself so much

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I think I’m scared to lose another friend